Yes, I scared of my own birthday. Let you know, I was born on February 29th and I am only celebrate my birthday once in 4 year. Isn't it sad?

You guys know why am I scared of my own birthday?

Because I rarely celebrated it. But, every year people will wish me on either 28th Feb or on 1st  March. Amazing isn't it? Not really! It was not my real birthday but I do thanks those who wished me. Sometimes, this is what they always said:

"Woww, you are born on rare date"

"You are special..."

"You are still young laaa!"

"How old are you..."

"Hahaha... it's not your birthday but I just want to wish you.."

"Owww, so sad and so kesian...."

Above are example of common wishes I received each year. I remember when I was 16, that was my last birthday party. It was well planned and I am not surprised at all. That time, I celebrate it with my friend, Kang Liew Chin which her birthday lied on 29th Feb too. I did not feel I am special that day but thanks a lot to my classmates who had plan all this. 

Therefore, this is what I am scared of. How would it be next year? Would it be as surpriseas Baiti's birthday yesterday night? I am always wondering about it.

"HOW WOULD IT BE?"

I would rather not celebrated my birthday than I have no party on my birthday. No party would even make me more sad. No celebration at all even better! Well, I am used to it.

I am not expecting much from my family and friends, but please make a moment in my life that I would never get rid of my mind and keep it everlasting printed in my mind. 

Well, my friends who are reading this post, please do something!

HAHAHA

Okay, enough said, BYE!

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I HEART them!

I HEART VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS AND ALEX PETTYFER!

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Awareness

Yesterday, I sleep for just an hour plus 4 hours this morning. Time is so limited due to lots of assignments and other commitments. Luckily, I did not sleep in the class today as the classes were not boring like previous day. Now, I am at the library to free my brain from thinking of my assignments. I have done with the materials searching and now I will start to write the assignments. I have learn to love what I do and that is why I am less complaining compared to the last semester. I am realize that, it is not the students in my college are always busy but almost all of other students of other colleges of different course are working hard for their assignments. I am not the only one who was busy at all time and spending hours at the library, indeed there were others too. If i had sacrificed hours of my sleeping time, others are doing the same too. Having said, I should not always force myself until the limit, I can always delayed the work depends on its priority. Right?

Okay then, readers. Thanks for being such a loyal reader of mine. Now, you guys have idea of my state. I am currently busy and it will never end. But, if I put attitude in completing all of my works, there's no more excuses of not to do, no complaining of having tonnes of works, but I only have reasons of being happy doing the routine. :)

We now comes to the end of my self awareness. Bye.
:)

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What do you hate the most #2

Hi, readers. The next thing that I hate the most in this world is...

I hate not the babies, but those who dump their babies, the baby dumper. They should make love, not make babies and dump it at the end of the day. In Malaysia, serious action has been taken to avoid this from more to happen. Moreover, the government once plan to open a school for the pregnancy mother and teach them not to give up and to go on with their life and grow up with their babies. Please, help to stop baby dumping!
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Citation #1

"Allah has no Blackberry or an iPhone, but He is my favourite contact. He doesn't have Twitter, but I follow Him.And, He doesn't have internet, but I am connected to Him. Copy and paste this as your status if you think ALLAH IS GREAT!!!"

Source:
Harris Davis' Facebook! Click here!

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Tired :"(

Tired and exhausted.

Exhausted and tired.

p/s: thinking of his time management now! how to make 24 hours enough for all works and get it done. i need help!!!

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Enthusiastic!

I am now enthusiastically looking for materials for my assignments.

Wish me all the best.

Thanks!

=) 

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Learn to Love What We Do

Hi, readers. Mind to spend your time to read this? Hopefully, it will teaches you guys something.

"If we agree that any job can be boring, can we agree that any job can be performed with energy and enthusiasm?"

"There is always a choice about the way you do your work, even if there is not a choice about the work itself."

Why wouldn't you have a choice about the work itself?

Good point!

You can always quit your job, and so in that sense you have a choice about the work you do. But it might not be a smart thing to do given your responsibilities and other factors. That's what I mean by choice. On the other hand, you always have a choice about the attitude you bring to the job. That choice determines the way you are at work. 

Understand? Understood? Well, I am experiencing something that I hate to do as a teacher trainee. I want to be a teacher, but I hate the way system works and control the students. I hate the things that they are forcing us to do, overall I have to undergone through it because that what a teacher requires to do before they are really really become a teacher. So, now I am learning the way to love what I do, day by day, till I am over used to it. I have choices to make, it is either I quit or I continue and put in effort, enthusiasm, passion and interest to it.

Enough said. Go and do my assignments.....!!!!!!!

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Photo #6

Hi, readers! Rajin tak I keep on posting on photo entry ni. Well, this is the last one tonight, I PROMISE!

If you guys realize, look at my blog's header and the footer. I am photo shooting the same pose (reading) using the same prop (same book). So obvious. The pictures taken specially for my blog. And because they are nice, I just want to share with you guys. I don't need your negative response, okay. You can say anything you want about my photos, but I post what I found beautiful. 

For the picture above, it tells you a story. Not the book I read tell me the story, but the picture itself has something more behind. Think and think. 

Thanks for those who were thinking just now. Actually, it was nothing to think over. I just "terbalikkan" the book that tells you guys I am really into reading, reading??? Or browsing the pictures of fishes? hua3

Enough!!!! 

Well, I shut myself up!

^.^

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Photo #4

What do you think of people who are homeless? Have you ever think of lending them a hand? Or to find a shelter for them from thunder, windy and rains?

I am staying at Kuala Lumpur, the capital of Malaysia. Generally speaking, the center of my country and you can have everything here. Everything? There are people with no home to live, is that what we called we have everything here? They are the poor in the urban city. Friends, let's do something about this like what other friends have done: http://myharapan.org/

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Renungan bersama

Hi, readers! Just want to share you guys a few questions.

Apakah benda paling berat sekali dalam dunia?

Dan jawapannya adalah "Amanah"

Apakah paling ringan sekali dalam dunia?

Dan jawapannya adalah "meninggalkan solat"

I let you think of the questions and the answers back... Think and think. It is so true!

p/s: The question was asked to me by a friend. I was like "HUH"!?! hehe

Until then, bye!

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F I S H

Hi, Happy Sunday everyone! You guys must have plan bundle of things to do today? I bet it will be fun for you guys. Well, as for me, nothing much I plan to do as today is the end of July, just few cents left in my pocket, and tomorrow Muslim will start fasting. I just stay at home, spending time with my friends and read a book, titled "FISH" from New York Times Bestseller. It is a remarkable way to boost morable and improve result, this book is a parable. But, I can't focus while reading this because two of my roomates play their musics respectively that ended distracted me. Moreover, they played mostly my favourite songs, u la la! From the book, this is something that caught my attention:

"Learning to love what we do, even if at the moment we may not be doing exactly what we love"

I found this as significant line in the book because it relates me a lot. Sometimes, in our life we hate of what we did in everyday life. But, somehow we will never away from doing that because it is part of our life. Thus, we need and should learn to love what we do, time passes, we will used to it and definitely love of what we were doing. Hopefully!

"When we choose to love the work we do, we can catch our limit of happiness, meaning, and fulfillment every day"

Well, I choose to be a teacher, meaning I choose the job that I love to do. Thus, I should stop complaining and start doing what should I do as a teacher to be. Put in efforts, enthusiasm, interest and passion, hopefully I will achieve what I aim!

Remember, it is better to aim for the sky because if you fall, you still can reach the cloud!

BYE

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When I Look at You

Everybody needs inspiration

Everybody needs a song

A beautiful melody

When the nights are so long

'cause there is no guarantee

That this life is easy

Yea when my world is falling apart

When there's no light

To break up the dark

That's when I

I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore

And I can't find my way home any more

That's when I

I look at you

When I look at you

I see forgiveness

I see the truth

You love me for who I am

Like the stars hold the moon

Right there where they belong

And I know I'm not alone

Yeah when my world is falling apart

When there's no light

To break up the dark

That's when I

I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore

And I can't find my way home any more

That's when I

I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me

Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me

All I need

Every breath that I breathe

Don't you know you're beautiful

Yeah yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore

And I can't find my way home any more

That's when I

I look at you

I look at you

Yeah

Whoa-oh

You appear just like a dream to me 

T H A T . I S N ' T . T H E . E N D

i stay true of what i am

"PEOPLE MAY LIKE OR MAY NOT LIKE YOU , BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IS YOU STAY TRUE OF WHAT YOU ARE"

WE INDEED CAN'T STOP PEOPLE FROM LOVING AND HATING US BECAUSE WE DO HAVE SOMEONE WE LOVE AND SOMEBODY THAT WE HATE

-myself-

it is harder when we pretend to ignore them WHILE we are not!

girls always fake their smile :)

boys always fake their feelings =)

After 19 years living , LOVE conquer my life :)

I love my parents , my siblings, my friends, my teachers and everyone I have met throughout my living and I can't stop from loving them... :)

I was a person who deeply love that someone and a person who love forever, even I know I will never win my LOVE!

T H A T . I S N ' T . T H E . E N D

JE T'AIME

"It takes no time to fall in love, but it takes years to know what love is.”

Jason Mraz “Life is Wonderful” (via quote-book)

T H A T . I S N ' T . T H E . E N D

L O V E

L O V E
I S

N E V E R

U G L Y

L O V E <3

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because I need L O V E

I'm a person who can't escape from having a desire towards someone or somebody.

I need love , for loving someone and being love from someone!

I was in love, and my heart was taken. Still, I'm single and not yet in a relationship.

Love: confuse me sometimes!

All I need is LOVE!

I love you! Not more and less. I won't give too much in loving someone. I was used to rejection!

That's it!!! I believe that an angel will come wherever and whenever. So, don't find and search for your love. It wasting time, it is better for you just wait for it to come! Love is all about waiting that taught us much to be patient and believe in faith. If you deserve to be love, sooner or later will God send you! :)

T H A T . I S N ' T . T H E . E N D

Messages Delivered

"Sometimes, we need to evaluate our true self if we keep on complaining"

"Sometimes, the person who actually we should point to is ourselves"

I have so much make mistakes , and I have so much learn from it. However, I will so much repeated the same mistakes and regret a lots after all.

T H A T . I S N ' T . T H E . E N D