Happy Birthday, Nur Baiti Borhan!

It's a warm Sunday morn the time I was writing this post. Yesterday, 24th Okt was gone, just in the blink of an eye. Quick, the day goes so quick! Yesterday was someone's birthday, my best friend, Baiti.
3 days before her birthday, I was impatiently waited to wish her a happy birthday. But, when the day came, I was forgot. Frankly, I was forgot and was remind by her. We went out for lunch at 2pm yesterday and I never plan to went out. I just don't know why, finally I was out with Baiti, Mima and Abg Aiman to KLCC. The day before, Baiti was asking to bring me to i-City but I provoked her, then that evening she went out with Yazid but  Yazid left her at Mid Valley as he has something to run. Baiti told me that she was alone at Mid Valley and she ended up watching movies, Bride Maids and sight seeing there. Luckily, she was not alone back to hostel as she found Nisa, Sya and the rest to go back with.

And, as for yesterday after lunch, Mima plan to bring me to pharmacy at KL Central and Baiti will out with Abg Aiman. After a hard thinking, we both join Baiti and went out together at last. Baiti plan to go to KLCC (park) and museum. As we arrived KLCC, we went in and out the shops there, went to Kinokuniya, and we were watching Johnny English. It was really out from the first plan. Abg Aiman was fasting that day, that is why we cancel the makan2 kek session at the park. After movie, we bought the cake, Costa Rica chocolate from Cake Sense and after that went to the park for camwhore. After that, we went to Cold Storage and Mima and I bought her birthday present.

Along the way after watching the movie, Mima and I contacted our friends at campus on the plan to prank and surprise Baiti. Yes, it's work. The moment we arrived the gate, there was nothing happen and after the second gate, there it was, tepung2 session and Baiti was so so surprised! Even myself and Mima could never thought of the surprise. It was really surprising surprise and indeed work!

Then, we have the party at Block 4. Unfortunately, not everybody in my class especially guys join us because some were busy with Marhabban next Monday. Whatever it is, Baiti was still happy!

Happy Birthday Baiti! Before I forgot, Hikhmah was the one who behind all this. She planned it 3 days before and acted like she don't care about Baiti. That day too, Adriana pretended that she caught a cold. HAHA....

It was indeed one of the best birthday surprise among my classmates.

AND THAT WAS WHAT I SCARED OF!!!

I am scared what would it be next year during my birthday.

Enough said, I will continue in the next post! Byeeeee

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I HEART them!

I HEART VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS AND ALEX PETTYFER!

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My Heart !

Hey, I wanna let my pictures to tell you guys my Hearts at this current time !

my former classmates : the morgirls pink and green also shane the pinkish lover !

the three of us gone out for movie and foods ... and fun !

actually , to complete us I need another two ...

So bad, I don't have current pictures with Frederick ak Gon ... Actually, he's the one !!!

I miss Fredo damn much ! He is my best best and close close and good good friend of mine !!!

Also, my Ixorians are all my Heart at this current time !

My former 5C 2009 ... I miss you guys !!!

Then, my new family here in college !

My big bro, Harris and Sis Ayein ... The bro remind me a lot of Fredo ...

Then, my movie friends... the girls... 

They are Mas the Gedix, Alza the Ngegeh and Aina the Blurr ... She's not in the picture because she take this photo !!!

And my classmates ... especially girls ...

Here they are ...

They are all my Heart at current times ... hehe :)

What else I need huh ????

My family are always forever be my Heart ...

Okay, until now ... Hope you guys enjoy the pictures ... mua HA HA HA

:)

just love

l o v e . l o v e . l o v e 

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my valentine

So, that's the end of Valentine Day???

Nothing mean so special to me, every year seems to be the same. However, I found it more meaningful this year. I guess, for the first time I have something given by someone for valentine. 

Enough, today my life little be ok then previous day. I woke up early at 5am, doing some works that was undone, then having light breakfast ngan roti je, gini lah living on my own. I was so relax this morning until I decided nak g kelas PJK at 7.50am. I thought it was early, however lecturer awal pula hari ni. DAMN! 

PJK hari ni fun sangat, this week we apply flexibility and undergoes some activities which I found fun. :) *tabik DR AZITA

then, kelas AGAMA kita masuk topik KAHWIN and guess what the girls in my class banyak je solan nak tanya pasal kawin ni. and the guys like "huh?"

cool je, I was lil bit shock because most of them were excited when come to this topic, but I was like "lantak la korang, aku tengah siap kan task ES aku yg x siap nihh"

gila punya sempat aku buat kerja lain masa tuhh

*clap for myself :)

then, basic mathematics this time Mdm Hamidah pulak lambat masok kelas, and she told us that dia punya LCD was took by other class. KASIAN pulak, hehee

then recess time pergi makan kat kantin, punya la I load nasi mcm 10 hari x makan, and people keep on askin:

"apa kes ni izzul, coba crita skit"

I cakap la,

 "I skrang makan nasi skali shari je"

"X da maknanya makan sekali kalau sekali tu pun dah makan macam 5 hari"

Tersentap kott aku, aihh LANTAK AKU LAH ! :)

guess wat, aku paling lambat habis, x pernah ku sangka, adoyaii :)

 then, aku balik kelas... macam biasa tiap kali hari isnin je pasti ada kes hilang kerusi, ntah la pencuri kerusi kuar hari isnin je. actually, I write my name on the chair in case my chair was taken by people in my class. YESS, they did! aku x kisah aku kena turun 5 tingkat nak ambik kerusi tu, TAPI APA YANG AKU X PUAS HATI SANGAT SEBAB KERUSI AKU X KNA CURI OLEH ORANG LUAR, TAPI KENA AMBIK OLEH CLASSMATE AKU YANG KERUSI NYA KENA AMBIK. NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!! WALAU PUN ITU KERUSI KERAJAAN MALAYSIA, TAPI AKU PUNYA KERUSI ADA NAMA TU AKU PUNYA!!! JANGAN LAH AMBIK, KORANG YANG KENA CURI KERUSI TU P CARI SENDIRI LA. JGN NAK AMBIK HAK ORANG!

punya la PANASSSSS hati aku nih tadi ngan orang tu, nak sentuh2 aku pulak, APA LAGI IZZZULL FAIZZZ NIHH , pantangg!!!!!!!!!!!!

then, aku pi sindir lagi orang tuh. ada aku kisahh!!!

aku tulis nma kat kerusi dan meja in case ada orang x btanggungjawab nak MENCURI boleh la aku detect! GERAMMM!!!!!!!!!!

orang tu pulak taw takutt... hagaga :)

TAPI AKU DAH MAAFKAN DIA DAH SEMPENA VALENTINE DAY NIHH!

then, hari tu jugak I receive a present from my friend, Ayn Moore!

I didn't expected her to give me a present for Valentine Day, we're not even couple but we do love each other as friends. I love her as my best friend, but lately so much things happen... the friendship ruin! and I was in between of the problem. I mean, persahabatan kita orng dah dibahagikan kepada 2 groups pulak. and they are hating (not sure) each other... My case, dengan both group I have no problems. Not at all. No matter what, I being friend with who ever as long as I have no problems with them. 

Ok, talkin on the present... It was a purple box, and a kemeja purple colour! She has such a good taste, I love the colour, very pale and pastel colour! Nice...

I have no chance to snap a picture on the present sebab x maw la my room8 gossip2 bout the present later on. hehe :) 

kang banyak pula solan yg kna I jawab.... hahaah :)

then, there's a own made card and wish for me

actually, this present is for my birthday which will come so soon.

logically, I'm havin no birthday this year as my birthday will only come once in a four year... anyway, THANKS THE VERY STRONG!

x henti2 kot I say thanks to HER. sebab I x expect she will do that. and I have nothing to give her back... the only things yang dapat I bagi maybe my sincerity in our friendship, and thanks for being such a good friend of mine :)

our FRIENDSHIP is my gift to you !!!

with so much things happened lately, we seems to be not so close anymore but anything you need me, I was there for you!

and this night too, she call me askin whether I like the shirt given by HER ke x. OF COURSE I LIKE it babe... so MUCH! then the conversation turn into something else that u guys shouldn't have to know bout :)

dah2 valentine before this mana da dpat presents, even during my birthday yg jarang2 ada lagilah.... and the present yang I dapat today was like AWESOME!

then, mostly my friends no nothing bout the present, because I hide from them. X nak timbul apa2 gosip or fitnah. cukup sekadar boh of us je yg taw... :)

hahaa... actually ada 1 2 3 benda yg mungkin I forgot to write on... sesungguhnya living as me will never boring but always lonely. so, thats my major events for valentine day. esok pulak Maulidur Rasul, HOLIDAY!

OK, I should pen off now ! thanks for reading ... ignore Grammar mistakes, as long as u enjoy reading my blog, that would be enough! :)

thanks...

SALAM MAULIDUR RASUL !

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tomorrow is Valentine's Day

Good Morning! 

I was still awake, feeling well and still fresh... while my other room mates are all depart in their dream world. I have sleeping for hours this evening after having a tough time looking at my works and tasks... OMG!

This semester is freaking busy, I guess or maybe it's early for me to assume. This semester requires cash a lot, patient and more energy. I have no time for leisure only if I manage to organize well my schedule. Only if... I was actually start working on my assignments, yet feel dizzy looking at those articles to read, I have myself time for Facebook a while and update anything I suppose too. Check my Twitter, then scroll down my Tumblr dashboard, it's a MUST for me each day I was in front my Dell :)

Also, yesterday (i mean few hours back) I have no rice for myself to eat, I do feel hungry but I have the appetite. 

Enough, too much of other things not related to my entry actually. So, today is February 13th. Tomorrow will be the day the couples waiting for, Valentine's Day, also my friends birthday! As previous year, Valentine is not for me, never for me to celebrate. 

1st: I'm a Muslim, there's no such celebration for my religion.

2nd: I was always single even my heart was taken, will forever alone without my lovely spouse!

Well, I feel happy with my life now, and I guess I have everything I needed. Of course, I haven't have LOVE yet, but deeply in my heart I was regarded I have my LOVE already!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, 

just a wish for everybody as means I love all of you! :)

God, I want LOVE !

I want to be loved and want to love ! I know my love is forbidden, so open my eyes towards the love as you wanted!

Before it was too late :)

I was tired being lonely, even I was never alone!

-myself-

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Another L O V E story

I miss you like crazy. I'm still not over how I'll never get to kiss you again, run my fingers through your hair, look into your eyes, or just hug you. I'll never get to lie in the park with you just watching clouds and not having to say anything, just being happy because I'm in your arms. I liked your rather weird hair, your sense of humour, your perverse mind, the occasional annoying conversations, the funny random noises you made, the burning touch of your fingertips on my skin, and how you took my breath away and never gave it back. I hate how you said all those magical things you didn't mean and for the permanent ache you've left in my chest. I wish you'd done something to make me hate you, it would've made it easier. But I could never hate you. I can't stand to think of you with someone else, and you looking at her the way you looked at me, and not even remembering me. You weren't the shiniest button in the box, but I still don't see any flaw in you. To you I'm nothing anymore and just another girl you went out with. My friends didn't see what I saw in you. But to me you are amazing. And it kills me knowing that you don't want me.

p/s: I feel so GAY! hahaaa :)

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Just A Dream

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.

I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m in the basement.
Number one spot and now you found your own replacement.
I swear now that I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
I shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See your pretty face run my fingers through your hair.

My lover, my life. My baby, my wife.
You left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I know that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.
 

When I'm ridin I swear I see your face at every turn.
I'm tryin to get my usher on, but I can let it burn.
And I just hope you'll know you're the only one I yearn for.
No wonder I'll be missing when I'll learn?

Didn't give you all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about you baby.

Hey, you were(was) so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm wishin that she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong...

And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you're wishing you could give them everything.

Ohhh, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.

(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.

(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a dream).
I travel back (travel back) (i travel back), down that road (down the road)(down the road).
Will you come back? No one knows (no one knows).
I realize, it was only just a dream (No, no, no...).

And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes) (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a.. it's just a dream).
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize (i realize), it was only just a dream  
(baby, it was only just... it was only just a dream)

Nooo... Ohhh...

It was only just a dream.

"My LOVE will forever be a dream"

-izzul faiz , 9:12 pm-

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i stay true of what i am

"PEOPLE MAY LIKE OR MAY NOT LIKE YOU , BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IS YOU STAY TRUE OF WHAT YOU ARE"

WE INDEED CAN'T STOP PEOPLE FROM LOVING AND HATING US BECAUSE WE DO HAVE SOMEONE WE LOVE AND SOMEBODY THAT WE HATE

-myself-

it is harder when we pretend to ignore them WHILE we are not!

girls always fake their smile :)

boys always fake their feelings =)

After 19 years living , LOVE conquer my life :)

I love my parents , my siblings, my friends, my teachers and everyone I have met throughout my living and I can't stop from loving them... :)

I was a person who deeply love that someone and a person who love forever, even I know I will never win my LOVE!

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JE T'AIME

"It takes no time to fall in love, but it takes years to know what love is.”

Jason Mraz “Life is Wonderful” (via quote-book)

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MY LOVE

She will be forever my admiration! Vanessa Anne Hudgens, she split with Zac Efron after 4 years in a relationship. Yes, there is no third parties involved. They just grew mature! :)

Hudgens and Efron were still FRIENDS!

And this is my new man, Alex Pettyver. He is my HERO, he makes me feel GAY! auchh :)

I first saw him on Wild Child, till that no more and now for his coming movie with Hudgens, Beastly, I just can't wait!

Hopefully, after being together in a movie, I will much happy to hear IF both of them officially declare as couple!

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L O V E

L O V E
I S

N E V E R

U G L Y

L O V E <3

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because I need L O V E

I'm a person who can't escape from having a desire towards someone or somebody.

I need love , for loving someone and being love from someone!

I was in love, and my heart was taken. Still, I'm single and not yet in a relationship.

Love: confuse me sometimes!

All I need is LOVE!

I love you! Not more and less. I won't give too much in loving someone. I was used to rejection!

That's it!!! I believe that an angel will come wherever and whenever. So, don't find and search for your love. It wasting time, it is better for you just wait for it to come! Love is all about waiting that taught us much to be patient and believe in faith. If you deserve to be love, sooner or later will God send you! :)

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