Not happy!

Seriously, I am not feeling happy this semester. Not happy that I am now staying at the end of the world's hostel block. 

Not happy that I have to walk 10 minutes to the guard house or to the entrance.

Not happy that I have this Room B for two.

Not happy of almost everything and everyone in the house.

Not happy that it has affected my mood in studies.

Not happy that it was major, dominant and real reason why I am not happy.

Not happy that I woke up late almost everyday. Not happy that I have to run and rush to the class.

Not happy that I always get sweat and the air cond was not functioning well. 

Not happy that I was surrounded by ugly society.

However, among all that, I was gifted some good friends. Who says my life wasn't happy most of the time?

I can be happy. Can still be happy. 

Life is a choice. Happiness is a choice. Sadness is also a choice.

If I let those negatives control my life, they drag me further down.

God, you are the reason why I am still strong.

Enough then, bye.

What do you hate the most #3

Hi, all. Such a warm morning. I am sweating though it is 1 am in the morning. Okay, enough of silly flowery languages.

Well now, what do I hate the most? This is the hatred number 3.

I hate it when my life was governed by other's rules and so forth. I hate it when I should have control of my own life but was governed and controlled by others.

I live this life up to my expectations and not yours. I am voiceless at the moment because I knew that I bear it for the time being. I am not so sure if you realized what have you done, how unfair you serve and treat me. How "I don't care about it" actually.

Remind you that this is not all I wanted. You think how can we be together and etc. Then, recall back how and what have you done as long as we together. I am looking forward this semester to have its end. Then, we just say Hi when we both pass by each other. :)

Just continue governing my life, what should I do, where should I go and what next in my daily routine. I let you have the control. :)

Then, I started to have this not-so-good kind of dislikes towards you. Your stupid-innate-nature is the reason why. My language puzzling all over as the mad goes along. Taikkkkk.

:)

Hidung tak mancung, pipi kau tersorong-sorong. Peace yah!

Back in 2012

So, hi and hello. I guess it is not too late for me to wish Happy New Year 2012. My blog was in the state of comma for few months. I have not post any new entries and so forth. I was busy with other things that I neglected my blog. I seem have no interest to write my everyday life and routine in my blog. My blog is dead. No, it is not.
Therefore, I am back in 2012 with new list of resolution. Pretty sure, I wanted to be serious and post as many entries per day. Could not be believe? Just believe it.
Some says, 2012 is the toughest year to those who can't bear it. Frankly, 2012 is just like another years.
Whatever it is, I will make sure that this year I will excel in my studies and life.
I am 20 this year. What makes this year the best is, it has one day extra. The February 29th.

I end of my post. Will post some more later. Bye.