Tired vs Burnt Out

 Hi, peace be upon you dear readers!

It's almost the end of the year. A lot of things had happened since my last update in April. The ups and downs, this year has been the busiest year ever. Now, I lost my words... 

I'm tired. Am I? Or, am I burnt out? How tired is my tired? What part of me is tired? Physically, I'm good. Mentally, I'm tired. Am I? I don't know!

I'm tired of people around me, especially people at my workplace. As I grow up, my interpersonal intelligence seems to fade away. I'm not good to be around many people. I prefer to be alone, to do things on my own, to be in my own world, because at the moment of writing, I dare to say nobody can make me feel good about life but me. Nevertheless, my job requires me to be around many people, to deal and cater to their needs, to fulfil their satisfactions and wants, to be fair and square, to be everything to fill in the template. It's sad that I live for job and not feel happy with it. Again, I lost my words...

I'm done for now, as there are things better left unsaid.